Hai,

You born In Gemini ascendant, Mars Sani in second place, Venus+Sun+Mercury in 12th place, Guru+Kethu in 11th place, Moon+Rahu in 5th place.

7th Lord Guru is in 11th place with Kethu so you have misunderstanding with your husband.

Second place indicated family life. In your case it was surrounded by Mars Sani. Both Mars Sani are having enmity with them. So your family life will be affected badly.

Your husband will be older person or illness person. You can’t get any pleasure from him. At the same time money & wealth is lost coz of him.

Your Moon is with Rahu so you are having lot of desires, expectations, imagination in family life & lust. So you are feeling you are cheated by him. This is the one of reason for Conflict.

From February 2020 Kethu dhasa is running. So no possibilities for reuniting.

According to my prediction there is very very lesser chance to live with him. You will realise this fact and make yourself to go forward.